A LITERARY JOURNAL PUBLISHING STANDOUT TEEN WRITERS AGES 13-19
HEARTBEATS
by MAI MCGAW (United States)
Issue 1.1 April 2019
On a frosty October morning, I walk to a field
And lie flat on my back in the dewy grass,
You can hear,
If you listen —
The birds, singing.
You can smell,
On the breeze: woodsmoke
Beneath this soil
There is something
Moving like the blood rushing through me
Pumping
I know
There is water here, flowing downhill
Flowing.
If
I close my eyes,
I can see the rivers,
Blue veins on a wrinkled hand
Lying here
In the dewy grass,
The raindrops, splashing across my face and
When I turn on the faucet in my mind
I am reciting a sermon
In my mind,
I am giving thanks
For water that flows,
Wet and clear.
I do not forget the memory,
Not my own, but someone else’s, captured in black ink
Of sand, pouring
Until it filled the kitchen sink and spilled over
Onto the tiled floor
I do not forget the memory — not my own
But someone else’s
Captured in the pages of a book
Of dry ground,
And no well for thousands of miles
I do not forget the memory, not my own
But someone else’s
Of water that blazed
Into burning
Brilliance when struck
With
A single match.
I do not forget the memory,
Not my own, but someone else’s
Captured in scribbled letters
Of water that betrayed,
Water that brought illness
not strength.
I give thanks
For the water that flows clear and cool
Just enough and not too much
I give thanks for the water
That flows down from mountain springs
And tumbles from ever grey skies
To land in the palm of my hand,
Here in this city,
We have struck clear blue gold: here we are all kings
Collecting treasure in the empty bowl on the back porch.
When I was a child, I used to pretend
That the drops on my cheeks were tears
It made me feel somehow
Bigger
A part of the mother
Beneath my feet, my back as I lie in the grasses
The land which bleeds this water
Into our shaking, cupped palms
Until we milk her dry
leaving her with a dusty husk
And broken promises
I give thanks for the water.
Mai McGaw, 18, has been writing since they were 9 years old and telling stories since they could speak. To them nature is sacred. They firmly believe that the stories we tell have great power and that it is our responsibility to use that power to change the world.